Light years away

It's almost like you had it planned
It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time"
And what was I supposed to do?

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It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm NEVER going back
To who I was

Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head